Inspiration.

"Don't be afraid Lille Van of violence
I'm only poisoning you, not gonna stab you.
Don't be afraid Lille Van of my troubled mind
I'm just poisoning you a little
With my gloom"
~Death Is Not A Parallel Move, Of Montreal

"I'm a binary code that you cracked long ago
But to you I'm just a novel, that you wish you never wrote"
~Academia, Sia

"Lille Van, my heart is not dead
It's just bad weather
In my temporary head"
~And I've Seen A Bloody Shadow, Of Montreal