January scrawlments

The flow
Electro-static activities
Shocking
A buzz between eyes
A charge stuffed with lips
I always think it's over.
I always think i'm done.
Who would have thought,
that carpet craze
Hooking me in?

Was it decided?
Or simply my chance?
Feeling
Breathing
Specs of dust fly to your eyes
They're stuck in my mouth
Close to yours
Suck me up.

Directing everyway
Traffic I can't change
A mind that's made
Up
Over
Done.

The things I won't decide
Can't hide
Won't lie
Done, Done, Done.

A story I can't replace
Threading into
Other days
Deeper, Danger
It's there

The things I won't decide
Can't hide
Won't lie
Done, Done, Done.

When we blink
Our eyelashes all
Flash into patterns
Something unscrews
And our heads all pop
After it's finished
After it's over
You open again to use what
You've got.

You remind me of ice on trees
Of all the falling snow
You remind me of my
dull footprints
Of every river, every stream
That trails beneath
my cold feet.

Polyester lining leaves me
Lost.
Stuck in you
my uneven paces
my unsure blinks
this uncomfortable maze
Where'd you go?

Lose it.
I will.
We'll have fun
Once it's gone
So lets
Lost it
I will
Who cares?
Who knows?
You're easy
(And I'm fine)
Caked sugar cace
Jawdrop body babe
We'll just sleep this all away
This worry
Your frown
Then
Lose it.
I will.
Drop your guns